Monday, October 12, 2009


every sixty seconds you spend upset
is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

what's the taste of death

at first i am beginning to lose control, i feel the shockwave passing through my vein, slowly dizziness occur, i think im gonna faint. I began to feel the pain at my back up to my head. what is this feeling. Fear makes me shiver. Is this the taste of Death? tears began to fall, sweat is like an angry river as it comes out in my skin.

as i lay my back i feel that this is the last time im gonna see my self in control, as if this is the last time i will feel the hands holding hands of my loveones,
as if this is the last time im gonna pray.

Death haunt me.
Fear proves it.

what's the taste of death?

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

a jolly experience at Jollibee

Parang kailan lang nung bata pa tayo, akbay mo ako sa kanang balikat habang sabay tayong pumapasok sa Jollibee, Parang kailan lang ng mag simula akong maging taga hanga mo sa pag lalaro mo ng basketball, parang kalian lang habang kasama mo ako sa pakikipag-date mo, parang kailan lang ng maramdaman ko ang hagupit ng palo ng kawayan sa puwit ko dahil sa pakikipag away ko sa kalaro ko, parang kalian lang ng damayan mo ako at gabayan at bigyan ng suportang moral sa mga bagay na hindi ko naiintindihan.

Kailan lang yung parang kailan na yun, ilang beses ba akong nadapa, ilang beses ba akong nagkamali, ilang beses ba yung ilang beses na yun. Ngunit yung ilang beses na yun at yung parang kailan lang, ni minsan hindi ko nagawang magpasalamat at humingi ng patawad.

Maaring nagkamali ako, naligaw ng daang tinahak ngunit dahil sa suportang moral na yong itinanim sa pusot isipan ko nagawa kong tumayo sa aking paa, na may moral at walang taong sinasagasaan. Nagawa kong intindihin kung ano ang buhay, kung ano ang silbi ko sa lipunan. Nagawa kong mabuhay at mamuhay na may pag-asang tinatanaw

Maaring nagkamali ako ngunit unti unti kong iyong itinatama, sa paraang itinuro mo sa akin

Dahil dun gusto kong magpasalamat. Di lang tungkol ang lahat ng ito sa pinansyal o material at suportang moral, kundi kung ano ang tumatakbo sa isip ko, kung ano ang tinitibok ng puso ko, kung ano ang pananaw ko sa buhay, utang ko sayo ang lahat ng yon.

Sa suportang ibinigay mo, nabigo man kita pero masaya akong natuto ako. Ni isang salita di ako nakarinig, ni sumbat wala kang sinabi. Salamat at natuto ako sa pagkakamali ko.

sa lahat ng sakripisyo mo para sa amin, sa pagiging isang kapatid na masasandalan maraming maraming salamat.

Sana magawa ko ring akayin ka sa yong pagtanda, akbayan na parang kailan lang habang pumapasok tayo sa Jollibee.

Monday, July 13, 2009

What's the way of love?

What's the way of love?
Tell me your fiction
Tell me your lies
Say to me now, you'll never forget this night
I'm feeling emotionless
My head's so clear
My enemies aren't, the one I fear
You know your kiss confused
This troubling soul
And I found out
That we're all breaking hearts
That we're all broken hearts

IF ONLY love could us all
If only hearts didn't have to fall
We can't mislead to make things right
So instead we'll sleep alone tonight

What's the way of love?
You are thinking I'm crazy
But you're blushing of lust
I've heard a lot of nice things,
but tell me which ones I'm to trust?
These walls we made are glass
And they have been known to crack
But until then
You'll keep pushing my way
And I'll keep pushing you away

If you want to take a chance
And try to make things right
You better have a reason to be loved
We all want something more
And it is worth fighting for...

And if somehow fate were in my hands
Would it be enough to understand
Why we feel lost in a world so small
If only love could find us all...

the meaning

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you

paradox of letting go

The Power of Letting Go

We must be willing to let go of the life we have
planned, so as to accept the life that is waiting for
us. - Joseph Campbell

We must learn to let go, to give up, to make room
for the things we have prayed for and desired. -
Charles Fillmore

The hardest part of anything is the beginning, and
the second hardest part is letting go when it's the
end. - E. Fritz

There's an important difference between giving up
and letting go. - Jessica Hatchigan

As I started to picture the trees in the storm, the
answer began to dawn on me. The trees in the
storm don't try to stand up straight and tall and
erect. They allow themselves to bend and be
blown with the wind. They understand the power of
letting go. Those trees and those branches that try
too hard to stand up strong and straight are the
ones that break. Now is not the time for you to be
strong, Julia, or you, too, will break. - Julia Butterfly

Writers have to get used to launching something
beautiful and watching it crash a burn. They also
have to learn when to let go control, when the work
takes off on its own and flies farther than they even
planned or imagined, to places they didn't know
they knew. All makers must leave room for the
acts of the spirit. But they have to work hard and
carefully, and wait patiently to deserve them. -
Ursula K. LeGuin

The Tao Te Ching says, When I let go of what I
am, I become what I might be. When I let go of
what I have, I receive what I need. Have you ever
struggled to find work or love, only to find them
after you have given up? This is the paradox of
letting go. Let go, in order to achieve. Letting go
is God's law. - Mary Manin Morrissey

This is love: to fly toward a secret sky, to cause a
hundred veils to fall each
moment. First to let go of
life. Finally, to take a step without feet. - Rumi

never will isay never

Never in a day have we never held each other's arms...
Never in a day have we lose hope and gaze forward towards tomorrow...
Never in a day have we never laughed.
Never in a day have we never forget to communicate
Because no words can explain best how much we love each other.
Never will I let go of your hand
Never will I lose sight on us
Never will I weep...
Never will I fail you...
Because never will i say never on us.
Never will i say never!
Never will i regret having you
Never will i neglect my responsibility
Never will i find another you
Because i am happy and contented spending each day w/ you.