Wednesday, July 22, 2009

a jolly experience at Jollibee

Parang kailan lang nung bata pa tayo, akbay mo ako sa kanang balikat habang sabay tayong pumapasok sa Jollibee, Parang kailan lang ng mag simula akong maging taga hanga mo sa pag lalaro mo ng basketball, parang kalian lang habang kasama mo ako sa pakikipag-date mo, parang kailan lang ng maramdaman ko ang hagupit ng palo ng kawayan sa puwit ko dahil sa pakikipag away ko sa kalaro ko, parang kalian lang ng damayan mo ako at gabayan at bigyan ng suportang moral sa mga bagay na hindi ko naiintindihan.



Kailan lang yung parang kailan na yun, ilang beses ba akong nadapa, ilang beses ba akong nagkamali, ilang beses ba yung ilang beses na yun. Ngunit yung ilang beses na yun at yung parang kailan lang, ni minsan hindi ko nagawang magpasalamat at humingi ng patawad.



Maaring nagkamali ako, naligaw ng daang tinahak ngunit dahil sa suportang moral na yong itinanim sa pusot isipan ko nagawa kong tumayo sa aking paa, na may moral at walang taong sinasagasaan. Nagawa kong intindihin kung ano ang buhay, kung ano ang silbi ko sa lipunan. Nagawa kong mabuhay at mamuhay na may pag-asang tinatanaw



Maaring nagkamali ako ngunit unti unti kong iyong itinatama, sa paraang itinuro mo sa akin

Dahil dun gusto kong magpasalamat. Di lang tungkol ang lahat ng ito sa pinansyal o material at suportang moral, kundi kung ano ang tumatakbo sa isip ko, kung ano ang tinitibok ng puso ko, kung ano ang pananaw ko sa buhay, utang ko sayo ang lahat ng yon.



Sa suportang ibinigay mo, nabigo man kita pero masaya akong natuto ako. Ni isang salita di ako nakarinig, ni sumbat wala kang sinabi. Salamat at natuto ako sa pagkakamali ko.

sa lahat ng sakripisyo mo para sa amin, sa pagiging isang kapatid na masasandalan maraming maraming salamat.

Sana magawa ko ring akayin ka sa yong pagtanda, akbayan na parang kailan lang habang pumapasok tayo sa Jollibee.

Monday, July 13, 2009

What's the way of love?

What's the way of love?
Tell me your fiction
Tell me your lies
Say to me now, you'll never forget this night
I'm feeling emotionless
My head's so clear
My enemies aren't, the one I fear
You know your kiss confused
This troubling soul
And I found out
That we're all breaking hearts
That we're all broken hearts

IF ONLY love could us all
If only hearts didn't have to fall
We can't mislead to make things right
So instead we'll sleep alone tonight

What's the way of love?
You are thinking I'm crazy
But you're blushing of lust
I've heard a lot of nice things,
but tell me which ones I'm to trust?
These walls we made are glass
And they have been known to crack
But until then
You'll keep pushing my way
And I'll keep pushing you away

If you want to take a chance
And try to make things right
You better have a reason to be loved
We all want something more
And it is worth fighting for...

And if somehow fate were in my hands
Would it be enough to understand
Why we feel lost in a world so small
If only love could find us all...

the meaning

To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.

To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.

To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.

To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.

I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you

paradox of letting go

The Power of Letting Go

We must be willing to let go of the life we have
planned, so as to accept the life that is waiting for
us. - Joseph Campbell

We must learn to let go, to give up, to make room
for the things we have prayed for and desired. -
Charles Fillmore

The hardest part of anything is the beginning, and
the second hardest part is letting go when it's the
end. - E. Fritz

There's an important difference between giving up
and letting go. - Jessica Hatchigan

As I started to picture the trees in the storm, the
answer began to dawn on me. The trees in the
storm don't try to stand up straight and tall and
erect. They allow themselves to bend and be
blown with the wind. They understand the power of
letting go. Those trees and those branches that try
too hard to stand up strong and straight are the
ones that break. Now is not the time for you to be
strong, Julia, or you, too, will break. - Julia Butterfly
Hill

Writers have to get used to launching something
beautiful and watching it crash a burn. They also
have to learn when to let go control, when the work
takes off on its own and flies farther than they even
planned or imagined, to places they didn't know
they knew. All makers must leave room for the
acts of the spirit. But they have to work hard and
carefully, and wait patiently to deserve them. -
Ursula K. LeGuin

The Tao Te Ching says, When I let go of what I
am, I become what I might be. When I let go of
what I have, I receive what I need. Have you ever
struggled to find work or love, only to find them
after you have given up? This is the paradox of
letting go. Let go, in order to achieve. Letting go
is God's law. - Mary Manin Morrissey

This is love: to fly toward a secret sky, to cause a
hundred veils to fall each
moment. First to let go of
life. Finally, to take a step without feet. - Rumi

never will isay never

Never in a day have we never held each other's arms...
Never in a day have we lose hope and gaze forward towards tomorrow...
Never in a day have we never laughed.
Never in a day have we never forget to communicate
Because no words can explain best how much we love each other.
Never will I let go of your hand
Never will I lose sight on us
Never will I weep...
Never will I fail you...
Because never will i say never on us.
Never will i say never!
Never will i regret having you
Never will i neglect my responsibility
Never will i find another you
Because i am happy and contented spending each day w/ you.

move on

move on....spread your wings.....sail....le­arn....and be strong!
move on....life is a game!...you have to gamble!
move on... while you can still step forward!
move on...until you can breathe!
move on... til your will fades!

confused

Today is not an ordinary day...
A day where everyone is freeing their emotions...
A day where forgotten relationships are refreshed...
A day where love will celebrate
It’s a happy heart's day.

Today is not an ordinary day.
A day where some hearts are weeping...
A day where some relationships are broken....
A day where nobody cares but u...
It’s a lonely heart's day!

Today is not an ordinary day...
A day where some are confused...
A day where good friendships start...
A day we could be happy or not
It’s a day where we celebrate love and hate.

fall again.

love is everything. we never chose love, love choses us. u can never say ure being love nor given such love until u feel the pain of letting go. thats how we can measure love. never get tire of loving though its painful to broke the trust that we have given at least we learn. love never closes doors, there's always a new beginning. u can say u hate to love again but somehow u'll see urself inlove again. why? because it's our nature. we r here because of love. we are made as what we are because of love of two individual who promise to love and stay together until time is through. nobody's made out of love. that's why no matter how we get hurt no matter how we are angry, in due time we stil love. dont close doors for changes accept the fact and learn from it. and someday u'll see that love made u the person w/c everyone want u to be.

i am there

You cannot see me, yet I am the light you see by. You cannot hear me, yet I speak through your voice. You cannot feel me, yet I am the power at work in your hands. I am at work, though you do not understand my ways. I am at work, though you do not understand my works. I am not strange visions. I am not mysteries. Only in absolute stillness, beyond self, can you know Me as I AM, and then but as a feeling and a faith. Yet I am here. Yet I hear. Yet I answer. When you need ME, I am there. Even if you deny Me, I am there. Even when you feel most alone, I am there. Even in your fears, I am there. Even in your pain, I am there. I am there when you pray and when you do not pray. I am in you, and you are in Me. only in your mind can you feel separate from me, for only in your mind are the mists of "yours" and "mine". Yet only with your mind can you know me and experience me. Empty your heart of empty fears. When you get yourself out of the way, I am there. You can of yourself do nothing, but I can do all. And I AM in all. Though you may not see the good, good is there, for I am there. I am there because I have to be, because I AM. Only in me does the world have meaning; only out of me does the world take form; only because of ME does the world go forward. I am the law on which the movement of the stars and the growth of living cells are founded. I am the love that is the law's fulfilling. I am assurance. I am peace. I am oneness. I am the law that you can live by. I am the love that you can cling to. I am your assurance. I am your peace. I am ONE with you. I am. Though you fail to find ME, I do not fail you. Though your faith in me is unsure, my faith in you never give up, because I know you, and because I love you.

morning prayer

Dear lord, I thank you for this day. I thank you for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I am blessed because you are a forgiving god and an understanding god. You have done so much for me and you keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and everyday to clear my mind so that I can hear from you. Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things that I have no control over. And it’s the best response when i am pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can’t pray, you listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak... keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those that are lost and can’t find their way. I pray for those that are misjudge and misunderstood. I pray for those who don’t know you intimately. I pray for those that will neglect this without sharing it with others. I pray for those that don’t believe. But I thank you that I believe. I believe that god changes people and god changes things. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance or situation greater than god. Every battle is in your hands for you to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees it. I ask this through Christ our lord….amen

sad but true

We've laughed. We've cried. We've dreamed. We've lived. We've lived in a world and where goodbyes are real. For everyone is nothing but mere passerby - each given a fleeting chance to see the radiance that each sunrise holds. Once there was love and then it was gone. Tell me, how can something so great disappear so suddenly? How can something so beautiful cause so much pain? It came too soon and ended so fast like a gush of wind. Where will it go when it goes away? Where does love goes when it dies? Fly. It was once mine. I was made happy for a time. leave then if you must. Show the world how good it feels to be free. For the sun sets and the dawn breaks, so must you. Let these tears fall now where they should be. Let it hurt. For time has its way of healing a heart that could have had so much to give and so much to share. I'll be smiling one day, you'll find my own way. Someday, i'll be ok but i shall not forget. I'll see you in a flower that blooms in spring, in every bird that invades the infinite sky, in every child's smile, in everything beautiful and alive. I'll feel you with every breathe , every tear drop and every kiss of my life. I'd look for you each passing day and my lips shall whisper your name untils it's last gasp of air. I shall not forget but i shall move on. It doesn't always mean finding another one to fill the gaps you left the blank. It is accepting - accepting the fact that nothing in this lifetime can remain forever, acceptance that in times of solitude one can be happy still.

Friday, July 10, 2009

courage...for Freedom!





A Call for Revolution
By: anakkocgabriel


I dun no what has to be done.
I dun no why things left un-done.
All I know is its painful…my body shivers like a fool…at first, I slowly feel the pain, from the nerve up to the core of my soul, and in sand time I think my head will begin to explode. Consciousness fades slowly. .how will I get rid of your existence!
It’s more than like a stab wounds gripped and confined w/ bad memories. Numb by the numbers of bad experience. Until when are you going to shut my mouth and make me a silly individual who ignores the truth????
You stole everything that I have. You stole my identity. You stole my life.
But I guess, this time you will not succeed. I will not allow you again to suck my blood…
This time I will fight.
This time truth will prevail.
This time I will be a Filipino who deserves to be called Pinoy not a Penoy..